Kaye's Days

One night, I was feeling very down. I wasn’t thinking of dying, but I tried to write out a list of things I had to live for to help me feel better. I kept getting stuck, so I asked a friend who runs a recovery blog on Tumblr for advice. She told me to add simple things. Small things like summer and ice cream because it was all stuff to live for. I did as she said and the list got very long. Some of these may be repetitive because they fit under something else, but that simply means it’s something specific I like. Anything with a happy face is something I especially like. 🙂

1. Ice cream
2. Sleeping 🙂
3. Shows I haven’t finished
4. Comics I haven’t finished
5. The Sims 3
6. Favorite pizza
7. The characters I create
8. Short shorts 🙂
9. Learning to cook
10. Internet
11. Technology itself 🙂
12. Someday having a walk-in closet
13. Someday living on my own
14. Diaries 🙂
15. Friendships 🙂
16. Fuzzy or fluffy pajamas
17. Getting my nails done
18. Boots 🙂
19. Heels
20. Milk chocolate
21. Restaurants
22. Sushi
23. Snuggling under my blanket in winter
24. My blog
25. Comedy shows
26. Jewelry
27. Treating my friends
28. Video games
29. Going bowling
30. Favorite sodas
31. Honey Nut Cheerios
32. Fruit Loops
33. Cinnamon Toast Crunch
34. Cute stuff
35. Visiting stores I haven’t been to
36. Books I like
37. Seeing my friends go far in their lives
38. Teddy bears 🙂
39. Animals 🙂
40. Cake
41. Cupcakes
42. Chocolate chip cookies
43. Favorite flavored drinks
44. Purses
45. Balloons
46. Cherry blossoms
47. Red tulips
48. Dandelions
49. Sunflowers
50. Other flowers
51. Music
52. My birthday 🙂
53. Valentine’s Day 🙂
54. Floral decorations
55. Desktop wallpapers
56. Online shopping
57. Collecting
58. Lip gloss
59. Headbands
60. Barrettes
61. Window-shopping
62. Regular shopping
63. Strawberries
64. Green apples
65. Other fruit
66. Staying in my pajamas all day
67. Pasta
68. Submarine sandwiches
69. Springtime
70. Summertime
71. Fantasies
72. Staying up late
73. Taking pictures
74. Hot chocolate with mini-marshmallows
75. Taking long walks by myself
76. Spontaneous plans
77. Cheez-Its
78. Jewelry boxes
79. Umbrellas
80. Candy
81. Chinese food
82. Tacos
83. Other food I like
84. Independence
85. Butterflies
86. Not having to sleep in a pajama top (hee-hee)
87. Music videos
88. Goldfish crackers
89. Recovering from depression
90. Swimming in the summer
91. Going to the beach
92. Ladybugs
93. Caterpillars
94. Ice skating
95. Bubbles
96. Hot showers
97. Driving
98. Making people feel better 🙂
99. My dreams
100. Frozen 🙂
101. My fiance 🙂
102. Writing fan fiction
103. Celestia & Luna
104. Encanto 🙂
105. Coding