I’ve had a problem with authoritative figures since I was a child and those issues have continued into adulthood. I like to believe most people are good, but I cannot. I completely lost faith in humanity last year, so there’s no more left to lose. However, I continually run into things that remind me I made the right choice in giving up.
Those links lead to posts that contain quotes from people who are sexually abused. In the first, the quotes are from people like police officers and lawyers. In the second, the quotes are from family and so-called friends.
As I said before, I still like some people, such as my best friend, but as a whole, I hate human beings. I really do.
Despite that I am a pessimist, I do occasionally try to see the bright side of life because I know there are good things in the world. But two nights ago, I found this post on Tumblr. For those who don’t want to look, that post is about rape. I have reblogged posts about rape before on Tumblr, but that one is the most horrible, disgusting piece I’ve ever come across.
That was the last straw. That was it. I lost the last amount of faith I had in the human race. I am done with humanity. I may like some people, but I hate the human race as a whole. And I’m not alone in that. My British friend, who has more optimism than me, agreed when I told her.
Even a post that later appeared on my dashboard that showed good things happening around the world couldn’t cheer me up. I can’t believe in humanity anymore. I’m done.