Oh, dear. I think I’m slacking.

Again. This happens every time with a blog I create. I keep it updated regularly for a few months and then subconsciously forget about it. I even did this with a private blog I had, despite having many things to write about.

As crazy as this will make me sound, I really don’t understand myself sometimes. I love blogging, but I forget so often. This is with many things I love. I have to push myself to draw, continue game legacies and finish storylines.

Sometimes, I’m convinced my brain has different wiring than most.”Procrastinate what you love,” it says. Or maybe it’s just because I’m stuck in a rut. My life is not exciting and, currently, I can’t make it exciting. I probably won’t have any excitement until I’m 25 years old!

There’s also stress. Maybe procrastination is my brain’s way of screaming, “RELAX, will you?!?!” Drawing and gaming can be hard. Maybe my brain is protecting itself from popping like a popcorn maker.

In any case, I will make a genuine effort to be more active. I hope I can do it.

Finally, some independence!

The first day of school was on Friday. It was pretty good. Best of all, I get out at 2:14 and so does my best friend. We have the same class for our final period and it’s right down the hall from the exit, so we can just go out.

Shortly before dismissal, my friend asked me if I could walk home with her from school. Not that day, but starting Monday and from then on. Our other friends leave at 4:00 (regular dismissal time), so she would be walking alone. I imagine that’s why she asked me.

It also happened that my grandfather was coming with my uncle to pick me up, which, for once, was a good thing. I introduced my friend to and – OMFG – got his permission to walk home with my friend! The overprotective granddad actually said yes!

Finally, some freedom!

My friend would go home first and then, I’d just have to walk a block alone to my house. Unfortunately, I got the “don’t go with strangers” talk from my grandfather, but I guess that’s standard.

Well, this year is off to a good start. That was worth getting up at 5:30 in the morning!